My confession

huhuhu,,,
why become like this? I was going to basketball contest that! but, what's with me?!
why I'm always afraid? I just always pray to win ..
arghhhh, why?
I was sorry not really been the race!! why does it always come later regret? oh dear God!!
help me! what should I do now?
how do I fight this fear??
I wanted to race.but, only 1 ..
namely,
,
,
,
,
I'M VERY AFRAID!!

please God!! help me!
now,
I really regret not follow basketball competition ..
and severe, had 2x afraid of competition!

I now can do is cry, and menagis ...
because, regret it ...

I was a Coward WOMAN!
argghhhhh ...